K. No one really reads this thing other than my family. So, I'm prolly not gonna post much here anymore. Sorry guys.

THE END

I NEED A FREAKIN JOB!!!!!!!!! ugh! I hate this. So, ya, thats my complaint of the day. Actually, complaint of the week. No wait, complaint of the month! *sigh* I'll ask you this. What could be so horrible about me? How is it that no one wants me to work for them?! Gggggrrrrrrr.

Today I went to chamber chorale. It was fun. We sang the halleluia chorus. We sang that song in high school, so I know the alto part. Now I know the soprano part too. Wuhoo! Its hecka easy.......so, I was kinda bored today. But o well. I finally got to give Trista her birthday card! Her birthday was on sunday and I haven't seen her in hecka dayz!

Anywho, after I went job hunting (for the hundredth time), I had a huge head ache so I took a nap with my doggy. Now I have to do my homework. I hate science. *sigh*

Wow. I am a loser. Every job that I've tried to get has not worked out. No one seems to want to hire me and I don't know why. I mean, I'm over 18, I have a lot of experience with customer service, I have a pretty flexible and open schedule, and I have good references. *sigh* whatever. And I have no social life. I wish I had like a group of friends that I could hang out with a lot and do stuff with. I've kinda been hanging out with Mike and his band, but all they do practice and record n stuff. I love music, but its kinda boring just sitting in someone's garage watching other people do the same stuff over and over again. I love the guys, but dude, lets watch a movie or bake some cookies or play video games. Do something that I can participate in! Sometimes I feel like Mike just drags me around with his friends just so he can have a good night kiss. I really don't know whats going on with that. He hasn't even taken me out anywhere by ourselves. So, obviously he's not interested in having a serious relationship with me. Of course there is that fear of my dad. I don't know why all the guys I've dated have been so afraid of him. Maybe its the title and stereotype that comes with that title. People just don't understand that you can't judge people before you get to know them. People always judge me and think I'm a horrible person because I have peircings and wear punk rock stuff. I hate the world we live in. I just wish I had a job so at least I'd be able to do something with my free time and be able to pay my bills and get gas. Who knowz how I'm getting to school next week. My tank is on empty.....